Friday, April 19, 2024

Chapter 7: The Second to None City

Chicago, I love you. 

Chicago traffic, you can jump off a bridge.

We used to come up here a lot when I was younger.  My mom’s family is from here.  In fact, one of my earliest memories is waking up in the backseat of the car to Dad screaming at someone for nearly sideswiping us on the Dan Ryan, getting into town one Christmas Eve evening.  After PaPa and Nana retired to Florida, though, trips to the Windy City became pretty much exclusively for wrestling purposes.  But you know what they say about absence.  I don’t think I’ll ever lose my affection for this place.

Y’know… not to go off on too much of a tangent, but now that I think about it, there’s one way in which growing up and being based out of Mishawaka has been great for me and my career.  It’s actually a pretty great central location.  Just off the top of my head, I can think of about six major cities that were less than a four-hour drive from my apartment: Chicago, Indy, Detroit, Milwaukee, Cincinnati and Cleveland.  Louisville was only just over four, though that might be stretching the definition of “major city” just a bit.  Even Pittsburgh was a doable, though less than ideal, drive.  Promoters (especially newer or smaller ones) are definitely more likely to book you if they only have to reimburse you for gas instead of having to spring for a plane ticket.

In fact, Chicago wasn’t much more of a drive from my apartment than Fort Wayne had been.  But at least this time, Kathy was picking up the bill for the motel room.  “You’ll be rooming with Nicoma,” Kathy had informed me.

Not trying to lessen any of the glamour or allure of the indy wrestling lifestyle, but yes, this was pretty common.  Unless you’re working for one of the majors, nine times out of ten “your” motel room for a show is going to be one you’re sharing with at least one of your co-workers.  And it was far more likely to be a Motel 6 than a Four Seasons.  So that part was fine, but I gotta admit to a little disappointment at the choice of roommate.

Nothing against Nicoma, mind you.  No, we’d actually hit it off pretty well hanging out after the Fort Wayne show.  But I’ll be honest, I was hoping to get the chance to bunk with Quinn and do a little more catching up, maybe pick her brain about working in 3M.  True, she hadn’t been here much longer than me.  But still, I’d have loved to hear any insights or stories she might offer.

Unfortunately for me at least, Quinn wasn’t working this show.

Luckily, while Chicago traffic remained every bit as stressful as I remembered, the actual drive itself proved far less eventful than my trip into Fort Wayne had been.  After leaving home a little past 7 Saturday evening (hoping to miss the worst of the traffic) I managed to get into town right around 9.  Check in went through without a hitch, and after getting my keycard, I headed up to the third floor of the Days Inn.

I slid my keycard in and opened the door.  The light already being on was my first clue that Nicoma had beat me here, but then I heard the rustling.  Once I got a couple of steps in, past the bathroom, I could see Bylilly standing between the two beds, facing the one closest to the door.  She was dressed pretty casual in a pair of tight black jeans and a burgundy, belly baring tank.  Hey, if I had abs like hers, I’d wear tanks every fucking day.  And the aqua crystal dreamcatcher belly button ring certainly helped to draw your attention to those abs…

“Hey, girl,” Nicoma greeted me, looking up from her suitcase as she unpacked.  “Good drive in?”

“Surprisingly,” I replied, moving over to the far bed, ready to claim it as my own.  For the record, I thought I was looking pretty cute myself today in a snug lil short sleeved white tee, a pleated beige mini and a pair of white Adidas sneaks, a white headband pulling back my hair.  But even if the drive hadn’t gone as smoothly, it would’ve felt wrong complaining considering how easy my trip in was, comparatively speaking.  I was just next door.  One thing I’d picked up during our post-show dinner in Fort Wayne was that Nicoma was based out of Phoenix.  “What about you?  How was your flight?”

“Word of advice, Mags,” Nicoma said, lifting a shirt out of her bag.  “Never fly out of Denver if you can help it.  We were getting bumped around so much by the turbulence, I swear I thought the wings were gonna fall off.”

I gave her my best empathetic smile. But I also couldn’t help noticing, as she picked up that shirt…

Right there.  Neatly folded.  Silver faceplate facing up.

The 3M Midwestern Championship belt.

Look, everyone who ever gets in the business will tell you the same thing: ultimately, the goal is to become a World champion.  And that was certainly my goal.  But virtually no one ever wins a World title as their first championship.  And I can’t lie, that Midwestern belt has held a special place in my heart, ever since the night I saw Tamara Thomas win it for the first time.  I haven’t been fortunate enough to win a belt yet, though I’ve had a couple of opportunities for minor championships in some small, regional companies. 

I definitely want that belt.  It would absolutely be something special, if I could win that as my first career championship. 

But I’ve got no problem with Nicoma.  I’m not particularly itching to face her.

Nicoma chuckled.  “It’s okay.  I get it.”

Damn.  I hate that I was so obvious.

“Sorry,” I offered, but Bylilly raised a hand.

“You got nothing to apologize for,” she said.  “I know it comes with the territory.  And listen, once you feel you’re settled in here?  If you want a shot?  You got a shot.”

I nodded.  “Don’t think I won’t hold you to that.”

I’m not sure what Nicoma would’ve said, but before she could respond, there was a knock at the door.  When Bylilly opened it, Nova and Starfyre were standing out in the hall.

“Knock knock,” Nova grinned.

Nicoma stepped aside, ushering the Spencer sisters inside.  Starfyre was dressed in a fuzzy, long-sleeved cream turtleneck sweater and a pair of blue, high waisted, fairly sensible jeans.  On anyone else, I’d definitely call them mom jeans, but not many moms look like Nova and Starfyre’s, even north of 50.  Nova, on the other hand, took “sensibly” and chucked it right out the window.  She was wearing a black, long sleeved mesh bodysuit over a neon green corset top, and matching leather hot pants to go along with fishnet stockings and a pair of thigh high boots.     

“Hey, Mags,” Nova called over to me.  Her sister flashed me a warm, welcoming smile.

I nodded back.  “Hey.”

“You two seen Jaz and Nikki yet?” Nicoma asked.

“Seen?  No,” Nova replied.  “But they texted.  They’re already at O’Banion’s.”

“Why am I not surprised?” Nicoma asked, purely rhetorically.  Hell, I barely knew any of these women at this point, and I wasn’t surprised.  O’Banion’s Hideaway was a bar that had precisely the sort of ambiance that the name implied.  Stepping inside was precisely like falling into a wormhole back to the 1920’s, only without the danger of either a drive by hit or Eliot Ness and his Untouchables barging in.  I’d only been there once or twice, but I could easily picture the two of them there.  Honestly, it was almost surprisingly easy for me to picture Nikki particularly as a flapper girl in that setting …

“We taking your car?” Nicoma asked.  “Less miles I can put on the rental, the better.”

“I’m insulted you even think you have to ask,” Nova teased.  The Heavenly Bodies were billed as being “from the milkiest depths of the Milky Way.”  In reality, the Spencer girls were both born in Malibu, though these days they lived in St. Louis.  Plenty close enough to drive up to Chicago.  Really, it was close enough that they’d made the drive into Fort Wayne for the last show and had drawn carpool duty when the gang went out for dinner after that show.

Nothing against my 2012 Toyota Camry.  She was a perfectly fine lil car.  Got some miles on her by this point, especially over the last two years, but she’s been good to me.  The Spencer girls weren’t messing around, though.  When Starfyre graduated from wrestling school, Liberty bought her daughters a 2020 Ford Transit.  “Great for transporting merch to shows and events,” Starfyre told me Liberty had told them.   Also made them a popular choice for carpooling to and from venues.

And should the need arise (which frankly would not surprise) it might come in handy tonight, if Jaz and Nikki got themselves too trashed to drive back to the motel.

We piled into the Transit, with Starfyre driving and her sister calling shotgun.  This made me happy; I’m not sure Nova had the attention span to handle driving in Chicago traffic.  She definitely spent the whole drive chatting with me and Nicoma.  I’ll say this, Libby Spencer named her kids appropriately.  Nova was every bit the bright, explosive force as her namesake.  Starfyre, on the other hand, was such a quiet and reserved beauty.  At first glance, it might seem surprising that someone so laid back could be as charismatic in the ring as she is.  But even there, it’s really a sort of calm charisma…

By the grace of God (which you have to have to survive when surrounded by Chicago drivers) we made it to O’Banion’s.  The copious amounts of wood paneling, from the bar to the walls, did a good job of absorbing the light from the hanging overhead lamps, creating just the appropriate atmosphere.  The shelves behind the bar with stuffed with bottle after bottle after bottle.  The wall across from the bar was lined with U-shaped booths, each one walled off to create the sort of privacy you’d need to conduct… “business.”  Each booth had its own art deco print on the wall.  In the distance was an archway into another room, which had yet more booths, as well as a pool table and in the far distance a stage.

I could see Jaz, bent over the table, lining up her shot.  She was sporting a short sleeved gray tee that left just the tiniest sliver of midriff visible and a pair of considerably torn blue jeans.  (And I couldn’t help but notice the guy that Jazmin was playing with taking particular note of the tears that left visible the curves of Wylde’s glutes.  Boys are so predictable…)  Nikki stood off to the side, and… y’know, I’m not sure I’ve ever met anyone whose style was better at blending innocence with sexiness as Nikki Vasquez.  She was wearing a darling little baby blue short sleeved short sweater over a matching bra top, along with a blue plaid mini and white thigh highs, to go with matching pumps.  She was actively chatting with three guys, at least until…

“MAGS!!!”

I smiled and waved, while at the same time trying to imperceptibly brace myself for the attack hug that I knew was incoming.  I don’t know how someone so tiny could cover that much ground in so little time, but it barely felt like the space of a heartbeat before her arms were engulfing me, pulling me in tight.

I will say this: Nikki does give DAMN good hugs.

As Nikki pulled away, I could see Jaz accepting a small wad of cash from the guy she’d been playing, before she returned her cue to the wall and joined us.  We claimed a booth and ordered a pizza for the table.  (And pizza marinara for the Spencers.)  We’d all work it off tomorrow.  I scooted in on the right, Nikki following me and Jaz following her, while Nicoma, Nova, and Starfyre slipped into the left side of the booth in that order.

After our drinks arrived, Jazmin leaned forward to look past Nikki and meet my eye.  “So, Mags,” she began, “any idea who you got tomorrow?”

I shook my head.  “Kathy didn’t say.”

“Hmmm,” Starfyre murmured.

Ordinarily, that might not have been enough to deserve a reaction.  But at this point, anytime that Starfyre chose to speak was worthy of getting a response from me.  “Why ‘hmmm?’”

It was her sister who answered.  “Just a word of advice,” Nova said.  “Make sure you keep your guard up with Kathy.”

That wasn’t telling me anything I didn’t already know.  One of the very first things you learn in this business is that the promoters may be friendly to you, but they are never your friends.  Their first and greatest loyalty will always be to their company, and to their company’s bottom line.  And they will do anything with you that benefits the latter, from simply not using you anymore to booking you in the most wildly unfair of match ups if they think it’ll make a ton of money.  “But I’d always heard Kathy was one of the good ones?”

“Oh, I think everyone at this table has worked for worse people,” Nicoma said.  “She’s never fucked me over on my money, and as far as I know, she’s never pulled anyone’s booking because she was suddenly able to get her hands on a bigger name.”

“She’s definitely honest,” Nikki interjected.  “Especially for a promoter.”

“But she’s not above… testing you,” Jaz offered.  “Seeing what you’re made of.  Especially when she’s first starting to use you.”

“Testing me?” I echoed.  “What does that mean, exactly?”

“I don’t think anyone’s saying she’ll try to stack the deck against you,” Nicoma said.  “Just that there may be more to this try out match than you might think going into it.”

And now it was my turn to go, “Hmmm.”

The rest of the conversation was considerably different than after the show in Fort Wayne.  That had been mostly about the show, but this felt more like a getting-to-know-you session for my benefit.  We talked about our parents, siblings, boyfriends, girlfriends.  Pretty much the most we talked about this crazy business was what we each might have done if we hadn’t gotten into it.  Eventually, Jaz and Nikki serenaded the bar with an alcohol-fueled rendition of “Telephone.” 

(Nova will probably try to tell you that I followed up with a performance of “My Humps” but I have no recollection of this.)

But the conversation about Kathy never drifted too far from my thoughts.  Who said there had to be anything nefarious about it?  I’d been so excited just to be offered the match, it’s not like I actually thought to ask about an opponent.

Still… just as long as we weren’t running it back with Genesis, I felt pretty confident.

 

 

Friday, April 5, 2024

Chapter 6: Upon Further Review

It took a little bit of time for me to feel back to myself that night.  And it definitely took a little bit of time to shake the feeling that an irate Genesis might barge her way into the dressing room, even if she’d have to get through about a dozen women to get her hands on me.

Eventually, though, Jade came up to me.  And after offering her congratulations, she told me she’d seen Santiago storm her way out of the building once she had gotten showered and dressed.  The coast was clear, to go back out in the hall.

But all I wanted to do was soak in my tub for about twelve hours.

I settled for a shower, though, once I felt strong enough to stumble into the stall.  Once the night was over, a bunch of us girls (me, Nikki, Jaz, Quinn, Nicoma, Nova, and Starfyre) all went out to grab a bite to eat.  As the native Hoosier, I was appointed Dining Coordinator for the evening.  As such, I decided that if they wanted the authentic Hoosier experience, it doesn’t get much more Indiana than Steak ‘n Shake.  

(Unless, of course, you count Penguin Point.  But while they might be the people pleasin’ place, it was late, we were quite a bit of people, and what was gonna please us most was the chance to sit and relax for a while.)

Over steakburgers (and salads for the Spencer sisters, them being vegan and all) we spent the rest of the night celebrating Nicoma’s winning the Midwestern title from “the Hot Girl” Summer Thatcher, commiserating with Nova and Starfyre for coming up just short against the Hurricane Sisters, and the other girls continuing to heap more congratulations on me than I was comfortable accepting.  Especially considering how much Genesis had actually controlled the match.  Still, a win’s a win, so I wasn’t about to argue the outcome.

Eventually we all made our way back to the motel, shared a few hugs (EVERYONE got one from Nikki) and said our goodbyes.  Some of us had early flights out of town in the morning, others needed to hit the road early.  And some of us like to sleep in a little after a rough match.  So, you never can be sure just who you’re gonna see in the lobby in the morning, which means it’s best to make your farewells tonight.  I did end up running into Nicoma while checking out, but sure enough, I didn’t see anyone else before I started the drive home.

Kathy Davies wasn’t at the show, and it wasn’t streamed online, but I knew word would reach her that one of her top stars had just taken a second, and far more surprising, loss pretty quickly.  So, I expected to get a phone call pretty soon.  And my phone definitely blew up, starting Monday morning.  My dad used to talk all the time about being a wrestling fan as a child, and how in those days, how it was such a chore to keep track of the important developments outside of your little fiefdom and the national promotions.  Basically, once a month or so you got a small update from one of the magazines.  But it’s a big country, never mind the world, and they only cast as much of a spotlight on things as their limited page counts could provide.

Not so today, in a world of the internet and social media.  No, today no matter how small a town a show might be held in, it could conceivably be seen as far away as Antarctica, thanks either to the show being streamed online or some fan taking out their phone, shooting video and tweeting it or posting it to YouTube.  No, it was never easier to be a wrestling fan than it is today.

So, when a relative unknown like yours truly takes down an established star like Genesis Santiago… saying I went viral would probably be an overstatement, even if you were just talking about the world of online wrestling fandom.  But my win definitely got noticed.  And I started getting phone calls looking for interviews.  Both from the professional online wrestling media, and also from… look, today everyone and their brother, sister, and third cousin twice removed has a podcast.  And I’d gotten a few calls from them as well, hoping to get me on their shows.

But nothing from Kathy.  At least not yet.

By Wednesday, I was no longer constantly looking at my lock screen.  Instead, I was looking at my laptop screen, like I do every Wednesday evening.  Alina Harvey had always stressed the importance of video study during her training.

(Well, technically, she always stressed “tape study.”  But who the fuck has tapes these days?

If I knew I had an opponent coming up, I’d knock myself out watching their material.  But I also felt it was important to go back and watch my own stuff.  Sometimes my wins, sure, but honestly?  I spent more time going back over my losses.  Trying to learn from them.  Looking to see if I could spot what I might have done differently.

Like tonight.

I’ve wrestled a fair amount of people in my short time in the business.  But there are only a handful of girls I can say I’ve wrestled more than once at this point.  Such was the life of an independent wrestler.  If you were one of the boys or the girls in the big leagues, with their set rosters and consistent time to be focused on, then you had the luxury of building true rivalries.  On the indies, though, where the rosters were far more fluid and anyone could disappear at a moment’s notice, your true honest to God blood rivalries were a little rarer.  I’m not really sure you can say I have a legitimate blood rival in the business…

… but if I do, her name is Luna Salazar.

I’m gonna be honest.  With her and me, it was loathing at first sight.  Y’know, whenever you get any of us girls in interviews, whatever personal issues we might have with whoever we’re working with, we’re usually pretty good with compartmentalizing.  We may not like the other girl personally, but we’ll usually be quick to say we respect them and the work they’ve done to get here.  The sacrifices they’ve made.  Women supporting women, am I right?  That’s the goal, isn’t it?

But real talk here.  Some girls in the business haven’t put in the work.  Some of them haven’t sacrificed.  And that’s Luna.

I decided to become a wrestler as a kid, and everything I’ve done since then has been to help me reach the top of the business.  I highly doubt Luna gave the first thought to becoming a wrestler before that talent executive in Hartford saw her in a swimsuit catalog at 19 and saw money.  Some girls work fifteen to twenty years hoping for a shot at the big leagues.  The first time Luna set foot in a ring was for a developmental promotion for one of the major leagues.

Now, I will give the devil her due: she was in their system for a year and a half before they let her go, and it would have been very easy for her to decide to go back to modeling.  But instead, she went to the indy circuit.  No doubt with an eye toward making the big leagues reconsider.  She certainly never let any of us forget that she had already been where most of us wanted to go, even if she wasn’t still there now.

So far, we’ve met three different times, in three different companies.  Promoters liked to put us together, for some reason.  And honestly, I get it.  We’re definitely an aesthetically pleasing match up.  We’re both on the young side.  She’s actually just a bit younger than me.  I’m blonde, she’s… not.  Honestly, girl LOVES changing her hair color.  I’m pretty sure it’s been a different color each time we’ve fought.  I’ve got an ass that’s sold a metric fuckton of 8x10”s, and she’s…

Alright.  We’ve GOTTA talk about the bazoombas.

I mean, I don’t wanna be gratuitous.  But Jesus fuck, they’re about as gratuitous as you can get without be downright ridiculous.  I was speculating when it came to Genesis, but one thing about having a past as a model was that Luna’s bra size was a matter of public record.  And while there’s NO way you could ever call 32G “proportionate,” they didn’t look out of place on her.

I wouldn’t want her back.  Especially after a few more years in this business.

I’ve definitely lost my share of matches coming up through the ranks, though I know I’ve won more than I lost.  I couldn’t tell you exactly how many more off the top of my head without paying a visit to HellInACell.com, but I’ve got a good record. 

Except against Luna.

Technically, I’m 1-2 against Luna.  Though truthfully, it’s hard to feel like I’ve ever come out on top against her.  The last time we met was officially a “W” for me, but that win was the result of the referee turning around just in time to actually SEE her land the brass knuckles shot she was hoping would give her the victory.  She was still the one who walked out of the ring that night, while I got carried to the back.

The second time we met, I absolutely HAD her.  But she managed to steal the win, thanks in large part to both a pair of feet on the middle rope, as well as a handful of tights.  She wasn’t taking any chances.

But the first match… I definitely underestimated her the first time out.  Because here’s the thing: for as much as she never had to work for it, the girl… doesn’t suck.

(And if you EVER tell anyone I said that I will kick your fucking ass.)

Honestly?  Of all the girls they’ve taken out of swimsuit and lingerie catalogs over the years, she might be one of the most talented ones.  If this bitch had come up through Alina’s program?  She might be a bona fide force today.  Honestly, it boggles my mind that the good folks in Hartford threw her back out on the streets, considering some of the women with similar backgrounds that they’ve kept around.

But hey, they’ve been around her more than I have.  And sometimes, it takes more than just talent.  Maybe they were around her enough to know that however good she might be, her head just wasn’t in the right place to make a proper go of this.

Still… her head was in a good enough place that she could get me up on her shoulders and in a Torture Rack.  Or, excuse me, the Midnight Bridge, as she called in.  (And gee, I wonder why on Earth the coaches who got their hands on her thought THAT would be a great finish for a girl with a rack like hers…)  I’m still proud of myself for passing out that night, rather than giving up.

But, of our three matches, that’s the one I revisit the most.  Noting my mistakes.  Trying to ensure that I never underestimate her (or anyone else) again, as much as I can help it. 

On my laptop screen, Luna was juuust starting to muscle me up onto her shoulders when I heard my ringtone.  And finally, there it was: Kathy’s name, showing on my lock screen. 

“Hello?”

“Hey, kid.  It’s Kathy Davies,” said the voice on the end of the line.  The way old people who grew up without cellphones with built-in Caller ID often do.  “Sorry I haven’t called sooner, but it’s been a busy week trying to get next iPPV put together.”

“No worries,” I said, my free hand flexing and relaxing as I got up and started to pace.  Trying to give a physical outlet for all the stress, anxiety and excitement I wanted to keep out of my voice.

“Anyways,” Kathy continued, “I also wanted to congratulate you on the win this weekend.  Even though it wasn’t the most convincing of victories, was it?”

I didn’t bristle at that remark.  I knew what she was doing.  Kathy Davies was, first and foremost, a businesswoman.  And she had to know her leverage in this situation was less than ideal.  She was talking to a woman who had just scored possibly the biggest upset in the history of her company for a very long time.  She would be absolutely crazy not to bring me back and try to capitalize on that.

But no doubt she was hoping I was too young and naïve to realize that.

“A win’s a win,” I said, simply.

“True,” Kathy agreed.  “But before I commit to using you long term, I need to know that wasn’t a fluke.”

Okay.  The f-word did make me bristle, however slightly.  But I bit my tongue.  Never piss off the person deciding whether or they want to hire you.

“With that in mind,” Kathy carried on, “I wanna bring you in. to open the iPPV with a tryout match.  You win that, and I’ll start factoring you into my long-term plans.”

I closed my eyes, clenching my free hand into a tight fist as I started jumping up and down, trying not to squeal in excitement.  And hoping she couldn’t hear me touch down each time I landed.

“You free next weekend?” she asked.

Gathering myself, I didn’t beat.  “I’m a professional,” I said.  “I’m never free.”

I could hear the tiniest of laughs on the other end of the line.  Kathy has a pretty good reputation in the business for being fair with her business practices.  I’ve never heard any of the girls who’ve come through 3M complain about their payoffs.

“But I’m available.”

Friday, March 22, 2024

Chapter 5: Break a Leg, Kid! (No, Really, Don’t…)

 As Quinn retreated to the confines of the dressing room to get cleaned up and changed, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.  Whether it was my fiftieth match or my five thousandth match, I’m pretty sure those few seconds between matches will always feel like an eternity.  But the ring crew needed time to clean things up from the previous match.  And if you’re working for a company with a decent budget, they would usually rotate referees.  Your smaller companies, you might be lucky if they had two refs on hand, but the bigger indies liked to make sure no ref worked multiple matches in a row as much as possible.  They liked to be able to keep fresh eyes on the action…

… well, as fresh as a ref’s eyes ever are.

Was that out loud?  No? 

Good.

Through the low lights of the makeshift backstage, I could see the sound guy press a button on his control panel, and then I heard the optimistic strains and horns that preceded Brendan Urie’s vocals…

“Had to have high, high hopes for a living,

Shooting for the stars when I couldn’t make a killing,

Didn’t have a dime but I always had a vision,

Always had high, high hopes

Had to have high, high hopes for a living,

Didn’t know how but I always had a feeling,

I was gonna be that one in a million,

Always had high, high hopes”

Right on “Mama said,” I pushed open the curtain with both hands and burst through them, shooting forward a couple of strides before pulling back and taking in the scene.  I can tell some in the crowd were looking for context clues, trying to figure out how they should react beyond the respectful applause that always greeted an unfamiliar competitor.  But I was enough of a local girl that a few people recognized me, and they welcomed me warmly.  The rest of the crowd picked up on that quickly enough, and joined in. 

I nodded, smiling in appreciation before I started down the short walkway toward the ring, zig zagging from the left-hand railing to the right in an effort not to miss any of the hands offered my way.  Thankfully, once you’re at ringside, there’s only one side to deal with, and I made my way along the railing continuing to accept the support of the crowd.  It was Good Girl 101, sure, but I liked to do everything I could to make sure the fans understood just how much I valued that support.

And I especially made it a point to stop for as long as I could with any younger fan along the way, well aware that in, say, fifteen years’ time, with any luck they might be making the flustered introductions to me backstage that I was making to Tamara Thomas a couple of hours ago.

Turning to the ring, I bounded up the steps, pausing long enough to wipe the soles of my boot on the apron before slipping through the ropes.  I went to the corner just to my left… I don’t know why, but I’ve always felt that was my corner.  No matter the building or the ring, THAT corner was mine.  And I climbed onto the middle rope.  After a quick fist pump, I shouted to the crowd, “READY TO BE AMAZED?!?!”

They made sure to let me know they were.

Still smiling, I tapped a hand to my heart, then fashioned both hands into a heart symbol before jumping down to the canvas.  Turning toward the corner, I started to stretch and limber up as “High Hopes” began to fade…

Remember when I said your entrance music was more for the audience than it was for you?  Well, sometimes the primary audience you intend for your entrance is an audience of one: your opponent.  And that was clearly who Genesis had in mind with her choice, as the upbeat melody of Panic! at the Disco was replaced by the discordant, ominous beats and harsh flow of Rico Nasty’s “Smack a Bitch.”

Genesis stepped through the curtains right at the start of the first verse, and there was no feeling out process with the crowd for her.  No, they reacted to her with the venom you would expect for a woman who had made a career of leaving their chosen favorites bruised and broken.  Sobbing and humiliated. 

And conquered.

But there WAS one difference tonight.  A difference noted by what could be seen in the record books, and more importantly, denoted by what the crowd didn’t see slung over Santiago’s shoulder.  And considering that this was the crowd’s first opportunity to see her since that change had happened, once that initial burst of hostility from the audience settled down, the jeers were replaced by a chant…

“WHERE’S YOUR TI-TLE?”

*clap* *clap* *clapclapclap*

“WHERE’S YOUR TI-TLE?”

*clap* *clap* *clapclapclap*

I had two choices.  Option One, I could let the smirk that wanted to form come out, and egg the crowd on in their derision, in hopes of getting Genesis angrier than she already was coming into this match.  In this business, anger is often a double-edged sword.  It certainly can be a benefit to you in the ring, but there’s a fine line between being able to channel that fury effectively and that anger making you sloppy and more prone to making mistakes.

And I’m not too proud to admit my chances tonight get better and better the more mistakes Genesis might make.

Option Two was to just play it cool and not engage, and hopefully keep this match as professional (as opposed to personal) as humanly possible.  Look, I was under no illusions: I knew Genesis would make this personal at some point.  It’s just a question of when, and to what extent.

Both options had positives.  Both had drawbacks.  But as Genesis climbed the steps, I elected to stay in my lane and let the crowd have its fun, unbothered be me. 

I’ll say this for Genesis: whatever she was feeling as the fans taunted and teased her over the loss of her championship, she still moved with the cold elegance of a clinical assassin as she slipped into the ring.  Her face did not betray any hint of anger or annoyance, and that lack of response only encouraged the crowd to try to goad her further.

But… I was close enough to see what they couldn’t: the intense fury flickering in her hazel eyes.

Matt Weston stepped toward the center of the ring, raising his microphone.  “Your following contest tonight is scheduled for one fall…”

Y’know, I’m not exactly sure when this became a thing, but Matt was ready, extending the mic away from his face and overhead as the crowd bellowed, “ONE FALL!”

Completely unphased and without missing a beat, he continued, “… with a 15-minute time limit.  Your referee, Dalton Short.”

Dalton was almost the definition of “non-descript”: he wasn’t tall, but you couldn’t say he was short, either.  He wasn’t exactly skinny, but stocky also felt like something of an overstatement.  His features were somewhat youthful, but there was definitely some grey starting to inject its way into his close-cut hair and neatly trimmed beard.

Matt kept the introductions going.  “Introducing first, hailing from Mishawaka, Indiana…”

Matt was a true pro, and he hit that with the perfect “give her the hometown welcome” note.  And sure enough, the hundred and thirty or so people (we had a few late arrivals) erupted into a rousing ovation.  I grinned, trying not to blush as I tapped my heart a couple more times.

Weston let them settle down before resuming.  “Weighing in at one hundred and twenty-two pounds, she is… ‘Mazin’… Mags… McMillan!”

Matt made sure to give each part of the moniker its own beat.

I stepped out of the corner, beaming, spinning a full 360 as I blew kisses to the crowd.

“And her opponent,” Matt said as I went back to my corner.  “Hailing from El Segundo, California and weighing in at one hundred and thirty-two pounds, she is… Genesis… Santiago!”

The crowd burst into a new round of jeers of boos, but Genesis barely acknowledged any of it as she stepped forward, and pointedly locked her gaze on me.

Let’s cut to the chase: sure, Genesis Santiago was a ruthless, cold-blooded bitch.  But she was a gorgeous ruthless, cold-blooded bitch.  Her full, dirty blonde hair spilled well down her shoulders, descended as far as what I would guess was a 34C chest.  (No, my 32B ass wasn’t jealous.  Shut up!)  Her lips were full, her cheekbones flawless, those hazel eyes as well as her bronzed skin betraying a mixed Polynesian heritage.  While I had no doubt that the girl could rock the fuck out of a two-piece ensemble, she instead went with a one piece.  Might be a bit cliché for a bad girl to dress in black, but it worked on her.  Plus, she accentuated the black with three sets of colored stripes that arose from between her legs running north.  The first two stripes were royal blue and extended more or less in a straight vertical to her bust, merging into the trim of her neckline.  The second set of stripes, mirroring to the left and right of the blues, were purple, and veered a little more at an angle, terminating just beneath her arms.  The final set was pink, and traveled at an even more severe angle, concluding just above her hips.  Two straps matching those stripes crisscrossed over her bosom, purple over pink, but did little to block the view of her cleavage.  She didn’t use elbow pads (seriously, I’ll NEVER understand that) and there was pretty much no separation between her black knee pads and black boots.  But plenty of thicc, bronzed thigh was on display.

I don’t think her preference for a one piece had anything to do with any insecurities.  Trust me, bitch had NOTHING to be insecure about.  (Look, yes, I tend to lean more toward guys… but if I didn’t know this chick and she wanted to buy me a drink, I’d hear her out.)  If I had to play armchair wrestling psychoanalyst, I’d say it was equal parts the result of liking an Old School ethos, and also denying the fans any more of a look at her than she wanted them to have.

After all, bad girls gotta give the fans reasons to hate ‘em, don’t they?

Matt Weston left the ring, and Dalton Short called for the bell.  I stepped away from my corner, raising my hands above my head as I started to circle toward Genesis.  I might not be the cheerleader that Rowan and Kendall were, but let’s face it, sometimes being a cheerleader IS part of the good girl’s job.  So, I started clapping, establishing a tempo for the crowd to match, before leaving it entirely to them. 

Genesis just scoffed at me, a look of near total disinterest on her face as she moved away from her corner, casually moving to keep herself in front of me as paths drew us closer…

… and closer…

.. until we eventually tied up.  We jockeyed for control for a few seconds, but it wasn’t very long before I could feel myself giving ground, forced into a backpedal, until I could feel the turnbuckles pressing into my back.

“Let her go, Genesis,” Dalton ordered.  And apparently, he was aware enough of my opponent’s reputation that he didn’t wait for Santiago to decide whether or not she was gonna comply before he started counting.  At four, she relinquished the lock up, stepping back with her hands raised…

A clean break.  Wonder how many more of those I can expect tonight?

Now Genesis allowed herself a small, bitter smirk.  But it didn’t last long, not when someone in the crowd (the same person who got the “Where’s your title?” chant going?  Who knows.) started another chant…

“MAG-GIE’S GONNA KILL YOU!

MAG-GIE’S GONNA KILL YOU!”

I’m gonna be honest, part of me wonders whether there might be someone in the crowd that wants ME dead.  I mean, look, it’s absolutely a fan’s right to voice their sentiments.  Within reason.  But THEY weren’t the ones who were gonna have to deal with the consequences.

And yeah, the extent to which they were poking the bear was starting to make me nervous.

Again, Santiago’s face morphed into that dispassionate mask.  All the while, that flame still flickered in her eyes, as she beckoned me out of the corner with a flex of her finger. 

She still hadn’t deigned to speak a word to me.  Guess I haven’t earned that yet.

Deciding to give her a taste of her own medicine, I only answer with a nod before joining her mid-ring and locking up again. 

It wasn’t some crazy, suicidal approach.  She’s NOT that much bigger than me.  There was NO reason for me to think I couldn’t hold my own in a collar and elbow and find a way to gain control.  But, once again, Genesis started forcing me backward in short order.  Again, I found my back pushed up against the buckles.

“Break, Genesis,” Dalton ordered once more, and again didn’t hesitate in starting his count.

And once again, Santiago broke at four, beginning to raise her hands in a show of innocence as she stepped back…

But then, her right hand swung forward, BLASTING my cheek with a resounding open hand slap that left my ears ringing.

Again, Genesis wordlessly smirked, her eyes daring me to do something. 

So, I did something.  I shot out of the corner, rushing toward her.

Remember when I said anger in wrestling was a double-edged sword?  You don’t think I forgot that, did you?  No doubt Genesis was expecting this dumb rookie she was sharing the ring with to let her temper get the better of her.  But that wasn’t me.  And as Genesis tensed to accept out third lock up, I ducked and slipped behind her, wheeling around quickly to nuzzle in and apply a tight waistlock.  Since she was already off balance and heading that way anyway, it didn’t take much effort for my churning legs to drive Santiago toward the ropes.  I heard her let out a small grunt as her belly and boobs hit the ropes, and keeping my waistlock intact, I dropped to a seat, pulling Genesis down with me, stacking her up on her shoulders as I came out the other side seated atop her powerful thighs.

Bitch clearly fancies herself Old School.  She oughta appreciate an old school O’Connor Roll then, shouldn’t she?

Dalton slid into position, slapping the mat one time before a powerful thrust of Santiago’s hips propelled me off her and broke up the pin.  Regaining my balance quickly, I wheeled around just in time to lock eyes with Genesis as the dirty blonde reached one knee, the veteran glaring at me as I curled a finger and called her forward.

Genesis didn’t even give the pretense of taking the bait.  Calmly, with the regalness of an uncrowned champion, she pushed back to her feet and approach.  Once more, the two of us tied up, and…

Dammit, HOW is she doing this???

Say it with me.  Once more, Genesis drove me into retreat.  Only this time, she backed me into the ropes, bodying into me as she took my wrist.  And finally, the bitch spoke, her voice barely above a whisper as she muttered, “You’ve got attitude.  We’ll see if you beg with it.”

She sent me sprinting across the ring with an Irish whip, and when I was sent hurtling back toward her, she rushed me, one arm raised to take my head off with a clothesline.  And it might have, if she’d made contact, but I ducked underneath.  I shot back off the opposite ropes as Genesis was righting herself and turning around, and I leapt toward her, parting my legs to straddle her broad hips, reining forearms to her face as I rode the dirty blonde down to the mat with a Thesz Press.

The crowd was whooping and cheering, absolutely LOVING seeing this young, hometown upstart giving the former 3M World champion everything she can handle.  And AS the young, hometown upstart, I gotta say, this didn’t suck.  But I wasn’t gonna win this match with a Thesz Press, so I climbed off Genesis and dragged her up to her feet.  And now I tried to send Santiago off with an Irish whip, but I could feel her digging in her heels before she even started the reversal.  My mind was already trying to formulate the right counter coming off the ropes whe…

“WHHHOOOOOUUUUUGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!”

Genesis didn’t send me into the ropes.

Oh, she reversed the whip, alright.  But she reeled me right back in, pulling me into an absolutely savage kneelift to my belly that instantly liquified my legs.  Coughing and gasping, I had no choice but to sink to me knees.  I was even grateful when Genesis let go of my arm, allowing me to use it to hug my gulping belly as my other hand dropped in front of me, to steady myself against the mat.

Of course, this wasn’t a kindness on Santiago’s part.  There’s no such thing as kindness coming from Genesis Santiago.  She let my arm go for one reason, and one reason only:

She needed both of her hands free to dig her nails in at my shoulderblades, and slowly draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag them down my back.

I cried out in pain, trying to arch my spine away from her talons as I rose up on my knees and crawled toward the safety of the ropes.  Or at least, that was the plan.  As soon as I reached the ropes, Santiago brought her hands to my shoulders and pushed down, forcing my throat down across the middle rope.  My hands grip the rope, trying to push up against the bigger girl, but her leverage was too good.

At least I’ve got Dalton.

Again, his four count forced Genesis to relent.  But she made no display of innocence this time, instead reaching to grip the middle rope and, with a tug, sent me tumbling back toward the center of the ring.  “Hoosiers, huh?” Santiago shouted at the crowd.  “More like Hoothefuckisthisbitch!”

The crowd erupted into a fresh round of invective, and Genesis injected a fresh amount of sass into her hip swish as she approached me.  I was sprawled on my back, a hand rubbing at my throat, my blonde hair spilled out around my head.

Genesis stepped on my hair, and it didn’t take a rocket surgeon to know what she was gonna do next.  She grabbed my wrists and yanked up on my arms, lifting me off the mat, at least as far as my trapped locks would let me rise.  But when they stopped, she didn’t.  My feet drummed the mat as I howled in pain, my scalp on fire, no doubt a couple of my roots giving up the fight.  But not enough to let Genesis yank me all the way up.

Another four count forced Santiago to let go, relief flooding my body as I slumped back to the mat.  But, just to repeat: there’s no such thing as kindness in the ring against Genesis Santiago.  No sooner had my back landed, Santiago jumped up, sliding her boots over my eyes before stomping down.

I let out a shriek as her soles scuffed my eyes, blinding me.  I shot up to a seat on the mat, my eyes blinking rapidly trying to clear the field of color swirls against a blinding white backdrop.  I could feel Santiago’s hand plunge into my hair as she started pulling me up.  She began to speak, but even in my blinded state, I could tell she wasn’t speaking to me, but past me, to the crowd.  “Even if they hadn’t told me where this bitch was from,” Genesis spat, “I’d know she was one of you.  She’s NOT a wrestler.  She’s just the best this place could manage: a cheap whore.”

I could feel Genesis spin me around and double me over, her arms wrapping around my waist.  Still gasping for breath, I tried to formulate a plan as she hoisted me into the air.  But look, countering moves isn’t as easy as we often make it look.  And countering blind is especially difficult.  Not impossible, but difficult.  And especially difficult as Genesis kept me held upside down, the combination of blindness and the blood rushing to my head mingling to kept me further disoriented.  Eventually, though, Genesis swung me back down, my journey coming to an end when Santiago arranged another brutal rendezvous between her knee and my belly.

By some minor miracle, Santiago’s gutwrench gutbuster didn’t expel my lunch from the confines of my stomach.  I’m not entirely sure how.  It wasn’t a minor miracle that kept the impact of the gutbuster from launching me off her knee and sending me flopping to the mat.  But that one I could understand, as I felt her forearm pressing down against the small of my back, holding me in place.  I could only cough and sputter, the wind knocked out of me, leaving me with barely enough strength to kick my feet in the air.

Knowing she had as much time to toy with me as she wanted, I could feel Genesis giving my upturned butt a possessive caress.  “This girl’s only contribution to this business isn’t kicking ass,” Santiago hissed, contemptuously.  “It’s showing her ass.” 

I could feel her fingers slip inside the waistband of my bottoms, but I was powerless to stop her as she slowly peeled them down, exposing the black G-string underneath.  Not to mention my tawny buns.

“Let’s give them all they care about, shall we?”

Without another word, Genesis went to town administering swat after swat to my wriggling ass.  The more and more swats the landed, the harder it was to bite back the tears welling in my eyes.  But God dammit, I managed to.  Keeping my other cheeks from flushing, on the other hand, was a futile battle.  Look, I can admit there are circumstances under which I could be enjoying this predicament.  But in front of a hundred and thirty odd strangers?  And with a woman who had no regard for my wellbeing as she did it?  Not one of them.

Don’t kink shame me.

Contrary to her taunt, though, the majority of the crowd didn’t seem to want this.  They booed her.  The shouted insults at her.  Most of them, anyway.  But there are always some, in every crowd.  They may only be a handful, but they exist.  The ones who definitely don’t mind it whenever the bad girls decide they wanna take some liberties.

And try as you might, you can ALWAYS hear them.

“What the hell, Genesis?” Dalton scolded her.  “You know how Kathy feels about…”

“I didn’t see Kathy in the back,” Santiago snapped back at him.  “Did you?  And since I don’t know a single rule this is breaking, kindly shut the fuck up!”

Finally, Genesis sent me spilling off her knee with a shove, and my hands quickly moved to start pulling my bottoms back into their correct alignment, unable to keep from wincing as the spandex fell across my enflamed skin. 

In this moment, I understood why Nikki had become so emotional at the mention of Genesis last night.

Santiago took advantage of that preoccupation to pull me up and stuff my head under her left arm, brushing my left arm away from my briefs to nudge it up over her neck.  Her right hand found its own grip on my waistband, and she gave an unnecessary boost to my efforts, some of the baby blue material sliding up into my crevice as she yanked up and lifted me off my feet.

For a moment, it seemed like she was gonna deliver a vertical suplex, but instead she brought me plummeting forward, until my stomach landed across the top rope.  As I dangled in the air, folded over the rope, Genesis gave my ass another possessive pat before she turned and raced toward the far ropes.  Unlike me, Genesis wasn’t particularly known as a high flyer.  But she had enough agility to rush back toward me and deliver a dropkick to my back, which sent me tumbling off the rope and crashing to the mat below.

I was left sprawled and moaning softly as Genesis picked herself off the mat.  And the crowd unleashed with another wave of boos and whistles as the former World champ arrogantly placed a foot on my chest.

Dalton Short slapped the mat once.

And I slammed a hand into her ankle, pushing that boot off me, breaking up the quote unquote cover.

Santiago grabbed another handful of my hair, yanking me to my feet and dragging me into the nearest corner.  Keeping that grip on my hair, she slammed my face into the top turnbuckle three times in rapid succession, then turned my back to buckles and pushed me in.  She pivoted toward the ropes, raising a leg and pressing the sole of her boot against my windpipe.  My hands rose up, grasping at her ankle, trying to push her foot away as my feet kicked frantically.

Only Dalton’s count spared me.  As she pulled her foot away, I began to sag against the buckles.  Genesis sped the process along, using a couple of kicks to my stomach to put me on my ass.  She then retreated across the ring, only to pull an abrupt one eighty and start charging toward me.  Santiago leapt into the air, swiveling again, delivering a harsh hip attack that sandwiched my skull between the middle buckle and her rump.

The impact sent her bouncing back toward center ring and sent me melting into a heap in the corner.  “You’re not the only one with an ass, girl,” Genesis muttered, grabbing my ankles and dragging me away from the ropes.  “But unlike you, that’s not ALL I’ve got.”

Santiago dropped down beside me, propping herself up on her left elbow as she reclined across me, her right hand absently brushing through her hair as Dalton slapped the mat once…

Twice…

I kicked out.  Not as emphatically as I would have liked.  But forcefully enough.

Genesis sat up, shaking her head.  Mockingly.  “You really are a stupid bitch, aren’t you?” she sighed, picking herself up.  “I’m not usually this merciful.”

She pulled me off the mat, pushing me back into the corner.

“So far, I’ve just embarrassed you.”

She bodied in, making a point of pressing her chest into mine as she took my hand.

“Just wait until I start hurting you.”

With that, Genesis rocketed me across the ring with an Irish whip.  Now, sometimes, wrestling is the art of damage control.  I wasn’t able to stop Santiago from launching me toward the opposite corner.  And I knew I didn’t have enough wind in my sails to try to jump onto the middle rope and springboard myself back toward her.  Not to mention I didn’t hear her footsteps following me.  With that in mind, my two options were to try to whirl myself around, so that my back took the impact with the buckles or run straight into them and take the collision with my belly and bosom.

And my belly’s been through enough tonight.

So, I wheeled myself around.  I hit the turnbuckles with enough force that I took a small, faltering step forward before slumping backwards, letting out a small grunt as my arms spilled over the top rope. 

And that’s when I heard the footsteps.  Genesis was charging toward me, her long, luscious legs carrying her across the ring with considerable speed.  I didn’t really have the time to consider what she was planning.  I only had the time to grip the top rope and swing my feet up into the air.

Santiago rushed chest first into my boots.  The crowd celebrated as the former champion turned and staggered away, her arms crossing over her suddenly throbbing rack.  I knew I’d only bought myself a short reprieve, so it’s no shock when Genesis turned and started charging toward me again.  So again, I kicked my feet up.  Only this time, I swung my legs to my right, sweeping them through the gap between the middle and top rope and leaving the corner empty when Genesis arrived.  While I balanced myself, seated on the middle rope, she managed to get her hands in front of her to prevent a truly awful impact with the buckles.  Threading my right arm through Santiago’s thicc thighs, I let go of the top rope with my left arm and dropped down, rolling Genesis up in a schoolgirl pin. 

And despite having been dominated for much of the match, I suddenly found myself three seconds from victory!  Allowing themselves to believe, the crowd shot to their feet, shouting along with each slap of the mat from Dalton Short.

“ONE!”

“TWO!”

The crowd let out a collective groan as Genesis bucked out of the ball she had been folded into.  I tumbled away from her, falling to all fours, but this brush with victory had me suddenly recharged.  Ready to get back on the attack, I scrambled to my feet…

… and right into a WICKED clothesline from a charging Genesis Santiago.  My feet flew out from underneath me, my body flipping through the air before I crashed and burned, landing sprawled in a face down heap.

Fueled by rage over coming so close to having another ‘L’ hung on her, Genesis marched over to me and hauled me up.  Lining me up with the corner that she’d first launched me out of, the dirty blonde sent me off with another whip, this one delivered so forcefully that she went down to one knee.  I almost didn’t have a choice in the matter this time, but I still managed to turn into the impact.

But this time, I struck the buckles with enough force that I had to take a couple of shuddering steps away from the corner before I fell to my knees, pitching forward and stretching a hand to soothe the throbbing small of my back. 

Santiago strode over to me with purpose.  Dragging me up, she shoved my head under her arm, grabbed my waistband, and muscled me up with a sharp snap suplex.  She had barely landed on the mat before she was back on her feet, once again pulling me up with a handful of my hair.  She spun me away from her, locked her arms around my waist, bridged back and ripped me off my feet with an emphatic German suplex.

This right here?  This was rage, properly channeled.  Properly controlled.  No wasted efforts.  No sloppiness.

I was in some serious trouble.

“How DARE you think you belong in MY ring?” Genesis spat in my face as she dragged me up once more.  Figuratively, thankfully.  Turning me away from her, she pulled my arms behind my back before threading hers underneath them.  Then, with a harsh grunt, she hoisted me off my feet, lifting me up in an elevated double chickenwing.

“You’re NOTHING, bitch!”

If I was nothing… why were my shoulder sockets in such excruciating agony.

“SAY IT!” Genesis demanded. 

I groaned, my feet trying to find her hips, in an effort to ease some of the strain on my shoulders.

YOU…

I moaned, screwing my eyes shut against the agony.

ARE…

I choked back a sob.

NOTHING!

I shook my head.  I’d NEVER give her THAT satisfaction.

Finally, Santiago’s shoulder sockets started to balk at the strain of holding up my weight.  So, she tossed me aside.  But before she could even think of pressing her advantage, Dalton stepped between her and me.  “Get a hold of yourself, Genesis,” he told her.

It was about as polite a way of saying “wrap this up” as he could, with me in earshot.  Even if I was too preoccupied with my own aches and anguishes to take offense.

Santiago just brushed past him.  Not forcefully enough to earn herself a disqualification, but enough to let him know she was unmoved.  “Bitch knew what she signed up for,” the ex-champ muttered, pulling me up.  She sent me off with another whip, this time toward the ropes.  Once I was back within range, she scooped me up.  If I had to wager a guess, she was probably intending to deliver a tilt-a-whirl backbreaker…  

… only as she swung my legs upward, I managed to snake them around her neck.  And in her moment of surprise, I was able to wrench my body free of her grasp.  I threw myself under her left arm, across her back, securing her right arm in my grasp.

And suddenly, the invincible Genesis Santiago found herself locked in a headscissor octopus!

It took the crowd a heartbeat to realize what had happened, but the more I cranked on Santiago’s right arm, the louder they cheered.  Just a moment ago, Dalton Short had been tactfully asking Genesis to put me out of my misery.  And now, he was asking her if she wanted to submit.

She told him no.  In less than family friendly terms.

Genesis was a long way from the ropes, though.  And the ropes seemed an even more far away concern when the dirty blonde slowly sunk to one knee.  The crowd roared louder, summoning a new chant as I kept trying to crank up the pressure on her ensnared arm.

“TAP!  TAP!  TAP!”

As much as she might not want to, tapping felt like an inevitability… or at least it did, before Genesis started pushing herself up from one knee.  Frantically, I redoubled my efforts working her arm.  It was hard not to believe that this was my last, best chance.  That I was finished, if she managed to fight her way out of this.

But damn, this bitch was strong.  Her legs never quivered as she fought her way back to her feet.  Wrapping her free arm around the small of my back, she positioned me just so and dropped down, transforming my headscissor octopus into a modified sidewalk slam. 

The impact of my back with the canvas broke my scissors instantly and left me sprawled and spasming as Genesis gathered herself.  Climbing back to her feet, she pulled me up, locked my head under her left arm, and hoisted me aloft.  There she kept me, suspended upside down, for the space of a handful of seconds.  Then she laid out, dropping me right on the crown of my skull with a brainbuster.

Instinct told me to roll over to my stomach.  So, she couldn’t pin me.  And there I remained, both hands cradling my neck, moaning softly.  Of course, it didn’t really stop Genesis from pinning me.  All she had to do was roll me over… only she didn’t.  I didn’t really realize this until later, but as I laid helpless on the mat, she simply rested on one knee, watching with satisfaction as I tried to push myself up to my hands and knees…

… and smirking when my arms and legs gave out. 

Rising, she came to me, pulling me up to my knees.  My head hung bowed as she took my arms, holding them out in front of me by the wrists.  Then, roughly she pulled my arms toward her… and savagely thrust her knee forward, driving it into my face. 

She called this the Forbidden Fruit, and as I tasted it, it probably meant my expulsion from the Paradise of 3M.

I was all but out as my back his the mat.  My eyes might have been closed, but I wasn’t completely unconscious.   I could feel Genesis still holding my left wrist, at least for a moment.  But then, she let my arm fall limp.  I could feel the tremor of the mat, first as she dropped down beside me, and then as Dalton joined us to count the one…

Two…

But no three?

No three.

I kicked out…

Only I didn’t.

I couldn’t.

I didn’t have the strength.

And the crowd… booed?

Why would they be booing, if I kicked out?

“What the hell, Genesis?” Dalton admonished her.

She’d pulled me up.

She wasn’t done with me.  Not yet.

“Gotta make sure the bitch doesn’t come out of this thinking she deserves another chance,” Genesis hissed, pulling me up and once stuffing my head under her left arm.  She muscled me up, delivering a swift vertical suplex.  But then she rolled through, climbing back to her feet with me once again in toe, my left arm still flopped over her neck, and my head still trapped under her left arm.

She hit a second vertical suplex, then rolled through it again.  No matter who used this, it was always known as the same thing: the Three Amigos.  And as she got me up onto trembling legs, I knew what was coming…

… and I knew it was now, or never.

I hooked her leg, blocking the last of the suplex.  But it wasn’t enough, just to block.  My legs barely had the strength left to keep me up.  So, I stopped fighting what they wanted to do, and I fell to the mat, pulling Genesis down with me.  “You are fucking kidding me,” she snarled as I rolled her into a small package, pouring every ounce of strength left in my spent, exhausted body to cinch down on it.  The crowd shot to their feet one more time, perhaps praying that the louder they counted along, the tighter I could hold the package.

“ONE!”

“No,” Genesis spat, determined, writhing my grasp.

“TWO!”

“Nooooo,” Genesis hissed again, still writhing.  Only this time, I could hear something else in her voice, besides determination:

Desperation.

“THREE!”

The moment I heard the bell sound, I let go of the small package, and a burst of adrenaline gave me the strength to roll out of the ring.  I didn’t feel my feet hit the floor, or even my back hit the railing.  No, the first thing I felt were the hands of fans as they slapped my shoulder and back along the guardrail. 

Then I felt Dalton Short raise my arm.

I couldn’t see Matt Weston, but I heard his voice over the speakers.  “Ladies and gentlemen, your winner… via pinfall… ‘Mazin’… Mags… McMillan!”

Dalton lowered my arm over her shoulder, allowing me to slump against him.  I was utterly spent.

I’d gone till I collapsed.

Fortunately for me, Genesis was stunned into paralysis.  She remained on her knees in the ring, staring ahead in wide eyed incredulity.

“Come on, Mags,” Dalton whispered to me, helping me towards the curtain, clearly not willing to see how long that paralysis would last.  As we got through the curtains, he passed me over to Quinn (who was now in her civvies) and Nikki.  Nikki’s match was in the on-deck spot: not the very next one on, but the one after, so she was in her ring gear of a white blouse, black tie and plaid miniskirt over red bottoms, with white pads and boots, her dark hair pulled into pigtails.

“Oh my God, Mags,” Nikki gushed.  “You actually fucking DID it!”

Together, they quickly ushered me back into our dressing room.  Quinn stayed at my side, but Nikki stayed in the hall, so Nicoma and Jaz came over to help me.  Since she was wrestling a Street Fight in the semi-main event against her archrival, “the Hardcore Angel” Angel Ramirez, Jazmin was in something of a cross between ring gear and civvies, decked out in tight denim blue jeans a short sleeved white tee, tied off below her bust, black knee pads over those jeans, as well as black pads on her elbows. 

“Never doubted you, babe,” Quinn said softly, pulling me into a gentle hug, mindful not to squeeze me too tight in my current condition.  She then let Jaz lead me over to the bench, where my bag was resting on the floor.

“You really ARE amazing,” Jazmin assured me.  “You know that, right?”

I nodded, dumbly, my still-clouded brain struggling to process everything.  Did that really just happen?  Did I really just pin the woman who, up until two months ago was the invincible scourge of this company???

And, perhaps more importantly… what was gonna happen for me, now that I could say I had beaten Genesis fucking Santiago?

Friday, March 8, 2024

Chapter 4: The Not-So-Calm Before the Storm

Honestly, after that little pep talk from Tamara, part of me was kinda sad I couldn’t head straight down to the ring now and get the match started.  But we were still a couple of hours away from showtime, so once I’d finished making my introductions to everyone already here, I found a place where I could drop my bag and start to change. 

I feel like I should repeat, just for the new arrivals: most of the time, what they might call a locker room on the indy circuit more often than not didn’t actually have any lockers.  You found a spot to call your own, put your bag down, got changed, and trusted the sisterhood that it would still be there at the end of the night.  On this side of the aisle, at least, that was pretty much a safe bet.  I couldn’t tell you about across the hall.  I know they say there’s no honor amongst thieves, but I gotta believe even they have to find some things sacred.

Amid the bustle of other women milling about, chatting with each other, and getting prepared themselves, I went about getting dressed for tonight.  By the time I was done, I was—as much as anyone in the professional wrestling industry can truly say it—dressed for battle.  My usual gear was a two piece look, a baby blue sports bra style top with gold lining and matching, high cut briefs with a gold waistband.  And of course, my moniker of ‘MAZIN’ was proudly emblazoned upon my ass in flowing gold cursive script.

Hey, I know what I’m working with.  I know which of my 8x10”s sell the best.  In this business, if you got it, you damn sure better flaunt it.

But yeah, back to the gear.  I’m not a barefoot wrestler.  I’ve never particularly cared for the feel of the canvas under my feet, and besides, I’m not prepared to play THAT much to the horndogs of the world.  My knee and elbow pads are also gold.  I know there are some girls out there who don’t go for pads.  I’ve never understood that.  I’ll always be kind to my joints. 

And hopefully, they’ll be kind to me thirty years down the line.

Of course, both while I was getting dressed and after, I had the new arrivals coming up to me as they came into the venue.  Quinn remained my only friend in the dressing room—well, not counting Jaz and Nikki, of course—but some I knew by reputation.  Assuming I might be lucky enough to stick around in 3M after tonight, maybe I could get to know them better.

About an hour before bell time, there was a knock on the door.  When it opened, a blonde woman juuust north of the border between 39 and 40 slipped inside.  She was about 5’5”, and clearly spent a good chunk of her waking hours in the gym.  Or perhaps on the ranch.  Now, being someone who’d followed 3M for fourteen years, I recognized her right away: “the Good Hand” Betty Coughlan.  When I first started coming to 3M shows, she was one of the most beloved figures on the undercard.  Unfortunately, despite a couple of runs with the Midwestern title, she never reached the pinnacle of the company.  And even more unfortunately, issues with concussions had cut her career short about five years ago.  Since then, “the Good Hand” had become something of Kathy Davies’ right hand, from doing a little commentary to just about any job backstage. 

But seeing her right here right now, I’ll tell you one thing: I STILL wouldn’t wanna find myself caught in her scissors.  Girl’s thighs could crush a watermelon.

“Heads up, ladies,” she said in a thick southern drawl, taping a sheet of paper to the wall beside the door, and then promptly slipping back out as quickly as she had arrived.  The other girls quickly moved toward the door, eager to see the rundown for the show tonight.  Me being the new girl in town, I held back, allowing the vets to get the lay of the show before I took a look at when I was going on.

I was both surprised and not surprised to see my match with Genesis in the fourth spot on the show.  Oftentimes, the first time I showed up in a company, I tended to get put in the opener.  Now, there are two ways a talent can look at being asked to open a show.  The first, which is how I usually took it, was as a sign of faith in you from the promoter.  There’s a psychology to putting together an event, and in an ideal world, your first match really gets the crowd engaged and energized right from the jump.  Not just anyone can be entrusted with that responsibility.

The second way to take it, which even though I’ve never met Genesis Santiago I would wager my purse from tonight’s match was how she looked at it, is as an insult.   The lower down on the card you were, people often felt it was a sign of how little the company felt they mattered.  And as quick as every single person has been since last night to express their sympathies for the pain and humiliation that Genesis Santiago was going to inflict on me, maybe they saw it as a mercy, not putting her in the position to make me pay for her further indignation of being asked to jerk the curtain.

With the question of when I was going to be going on now settled, all that was left now was to wait for showtime.  As the clock ticked closer and closer to bell time, a bit more of a din drifted from the curtain outside toward the dressing room door as the house began to fill up.  And as the seconds passed, a lot of the girls stopped socializing and started drifting more to themselves, falling back into their own individual rituals for getting themselves psyched up and ready for violence.

Every girl has her own thing.  Some go through something of a warm up, some… well, “meditate” sounds a bit too pompous, but some definitely slip into their own headspace.  Me, I like to slip on the headphones.  I’ve got a few songs I’ll listen to, but my entrance music is never on the list.  That’s as much for the crowd as it is for anyone else.  It speaks for me, sure, giving an audience that might not know me a taste of who I am before the bell has even rung.  And it speaks to me as well, but not necessarily in the way that gets the blood and the adrenaline pumping.  There are a few songs I go to for that, but I always end on the same one.

“Till I Collapse.”

Couple of reasons for that.  First, it gets me in absolutely the right frame of mind to go out and leave every ounce of blood, sweat, strength and determination I have in this body out there in that ring.  Second… it was dad’s favorite song.  And hearing this helps me to feel that he’s here.

As that song drifted to silence, I called up my lock screen.  Only a couple of minutes now before the first match.  Taking a deep breath, I slipped my phone back into my bag and left the dressing room, venturing out into the makeshift backstage…

Now, I know what you’re thinking: is that safe?  If you watch the big companies on TV, you see a lot of confrontations in corridors.  Hell, even in parking lots.  But honestly?  Here in the indies… while those sorts of things definitely CAN happen, it’s not nearly as common.  In the big leagues, ambushes like that… yeah, they’re to put a hurting on whoever you’ve got an issue with, but they’re also to make a statement to the wider world.  There’s less incentive to do things like that here where there aren’t as many cameras.  Doesn’t mean an indy backstage is completely safe, of course. But it’s usually incidents well before showtime, like my little encounter with the Hurricane Sisters earlier.

I wasn’t worried about them right now.  They had a title match to get themselves ready for.  As for Genesis, I suspect she’s counting on the intimidation factor of her rep to do a number on my nerves, and that sort of psychological warfare works best when she makes me wait to actually lay eyes on her as long as she could. 

Could I be certain that was her thinking? 

No. 

But call it a calculated gamble. 

I found a spot close to the wall, where I could pull the curtain back just enough to peek through.  With the house lights still up, it looked like the building was maybe… 60% full.  Which is to say, there were maybe about 120 people here.  Not awful for a small show away from 3M’s home base, but I’ve definitely wrestled in front of bigger crowds.  In the ring, there’s already a referee, as well as a prematurely bald man in his early 30’s, pretty much of average height and build, in a smart suit.  That would be Matt Weston, 3M’s beloved ring announcer, doing his best to get the crowd pumped as we neared the first match.

As much as possible, I liked to watch the matches before mine… and, depending on the circumstances and the condition I was in, the matches after.  There were always lessons you could draw from seeing others compete, either in the form of scouting future opposition or drawing inspiration from others that can help you hone your craft.

The first match of the evening was a tag team bout.  The first team down to the ring were a blonde and brunette, both about my age (the blonde may have been a little younger) and about my height (the brunette may have been a little taller), both lithe yet curvy, and decked out in cheerleader uniforms.  These were Kendall Davis and Rowan Smith, collectively known as the Pep Squad.  And they were an excellent choice to open the show: youthful, bubbly, energetic.  They had no trouble getting the crowd engaged and cheering, even before their opponents came out.

Oh, but when their opponents did come out…

The other team consisted of a brunette and a redhead.  The brunette might have been the shortest woman in the match, if only by an inch or two, but she made up for any deficiencies that might come from being vertically challenged in thiccness.  The redhead was definitely the tallest woman in the match.  I don’t think she quite made it to six feet, but you could announce her as such and I’m not sure how many people would question it.  She also wasn’t quite as thicc as her partner, but she definitely looked thiccer than either Kendall or Rowan.  And where the Pep Squad were enthusiastic ingenues, these women had the look of seasoned killers.  The brunette appeared to be in her mid-thirties, the redhead in her mid-forties.

Like Genesis, I didn’t know them personally, but I certainly knew of them by reputation.  Vivian Myers and Jorddan Addams.  (Rumor has it each of Jorddan’s legal names only had a single ‘d’, but she added the second ‘d’ to each for her ring name to match her bustline.)  Between the two of them, they had almost half a century of in-ring experience.  Hell, Vivian alone had been wrestling longer than either Rowan or Kendall had been alive!  They’d each had cups of coffee in the major leagues.  Vivian had even spent about a year working in a major promotion that no longer existed.  But neither had achieved the success on the grand stage that they felt was their due.  While they both had years upon years of experience, they’d only recently crossed paths and joined forces, creating the team of Reality Check. 

By which, they meant they intended to give their opponents a reality check, showing them just how much they (didn’t) measure up.

And ohhhh did Rowan and Kendall find that out tonight, finding themselves dominated for nearly six minutes before Myers and Addams put them out of their misery.  Vivian made effective use of her height, hoisting Rowan up with the back of her head resting on the redhead’s shoulder, Myers holding the brunette matchbooked.  Or, put another way, held in position for a Muscle Buster.  Which would have put on exclamation point on this match in its own right, only as she fell backwards, Jordan caught the falling cheerleader and added extra emphasis to her landing with a sitout powerbomb.

They could’ve demanded a ten count, if they’d wanted one.

Next up was a singles match.  Out first was a young blonde woman with icy blue eyes and bow shaped lips.  This was Jade Olson, “the Cosplay Cutie”, who tonight was wrestling dressed as Baby Doll from Sucker Punch.  Gotta say, it was a very fitting choice for her, as she nailed the look exceptionally.  Just as in tonight’s opener, though, Jade had drawn an older, more experienced opponent… and a far more gothic one.  This woman’s hair was dyed a bright green, her left arm sporting a full sleeve of ink.  Her right forearm was likewise tatted, and the hint of ink could be seen beneath the fishnet that adorned each thigh.  Her bottom lip was pierced on both the left and right, and she wore a septum ring.  Her skin was a flawless porcelain. 

And she had possibly the most striking blue eyes I’ve ever seen.

This was Selena Nyx.  The Pagan Princess of Pain and Punishment.  A self-styled witch of the ring.  She was someone else that I had never met, but I’d heard stories about her.  Most of the women I’d met who had faced her had been left unnerved by their encounters with her.  It would be easy to just call her a mistress of mind games, but could it be more than that?  Certainly, she didn’t have mystical powers… and yet, I’d talked with women who knew they had wrestled her but couldn’t remember a single thing about the match.

Or the rest of the night.

I’ll give Jade credit, she was able to put up more of a fight against Selena than the Pep Squad had managed against Reality Check.  But it wasn’t enough, as Nyx put her away with a diabolical spin on the grounded Octopus stretch.  Olson found herself on her belly, her right arm locked under Selena’s left, the blonde’s left arm loosely scissored between the witch’s thicc thighs… but only for a moment.  Just the moment it took Nyx to thread her left calf under Jade’s chin and locking that foot against the pit of her right knee.  It didn’t take long for the Cosplay Cutie to start frantically waving her right hand and pleading her surrender.

Not a good night for the good girls so far.  Hopefully this wasn’t an omen.

The next match brought a smile to my face, and I couldn’t help but let out a supportive whoop as my girl Quinn made her way down to the ring.  And sure enough, the cowgirl had this Hoosier house eating out of the palm of her hand as she made her way down to the ring.

Never should’ve doubted Quinn Hughes.

Her opponent tonight was quite possibly her polar opposite: “Picture Perfect” Khloe Cummings.  The Model Wrestler.  Unlike Selena, I didn’t need to hear stories about Cummings.  Like Quinn, I’d been on a handful of shows with Khloe.  Even had a match with her once.

Wish I could say I came out on top that night.  But…

Khloe was a little smaller than Quinn.  All the physical aspects of the match definitely leaned in my girl’s favor, but never underestimate the Model Wrestler.  She had guile.  She had cunning.  And she used every shortcut in the book to try to steal the win tonight.  But none of it was enough.  A few moments after turning the tide with what I felt from the first moment I saw her was possibly the best sitout spinebuster in the business, Hughes put her down for the one-two-three with the Round Up, a fireman’s carry Michinoku Driver.

Not gonna lie, I was the first person at the curtain to meet Quinn when she came back from the ring.  And not just because my match was next.  Beaming, I raised my hand as she parted the curtains, and a grinning cowgirl met me with a high five.  “Nice work out there tonight,” I told her.

“Thanks, babe,” Quinn replied, then pulled me into a quick, supportive hug.  Leaning in, she whispered into my ear.  “Now it’s your turn, Mags.  I know you can shock the world.  Or at least Indiana.”

I couldn’t help but chuckle.  Just as I’m sure she knew I would.  Girl was definitely trying to make sure I went out there loose.

“It’s your night, girl,” Quinn added, before pulling away.  “Go get it!” 

Chapter 7: The Second to None City

Chicago, I love you.  Chicago traffic, you can jump off a bridge. We used to come up here a lot when I was younger.  My mom’s family is ...